I came into this world on a cold, rainy winter day.
December 13, 1965
I came into this world on a cold, rainy winter day. It was a Monday, December 13, 1965 around 6:30 pm. I brought sunshine into so many lives…so I’m told… Especially my parents. They were celebrating!! My little world was as cheery and bright as A beautiful SUMMER day. I lived in this season of summer for years…Read more
Until my teen years came along…
May 15, 1983
Until my teen years came along… Filled with so many strange emotions. The season of sunshine and sprinkles soon ended. I found myself in an unplanned pregnancy. Filled with even more emotions to deal with. I just did what I felt that I needed to do. I terminated the pregnancy in hopes… That I would be able to start a new life. Well, this new life was the opposite of what I thought it would be. It was filled with pain, Anger, sadness, guilt and grief…. You can see those emotions in my face… At a time that I should have been celebrating!! Instead, I was in AUTUMN/Fall was more like it.Read more
It was a rough fall season, then WINTER came along.
October 20, 1995
It was a rough fall season, then WINTER came along. It allowed me time to self-reflect, discover who I was as an adult. I fulfilled my dream of getting married and having children… I became the MOM that I always dreamed of…to a son and a daughter! Blessed to be able to be home with them and raise them overseas in Indonesia. Exploring and traveling the world, making treasured memories. This winter was very refreshing and restorative to my soul.Read more
It was followed by a spectacular SPRING…
February 15, 2001
It was followed by a spectacular SPRING… In Sugar Land, TX…I realized my calling in the world. I started sharing my story of my abortion healing experience. Once I started sharing my secret…mostly at pregnancy centers. Other women and men would then open up to me about theirs. This blossomed…Read more
SUMMER naturally comes next…
February 14, 2006
SUMMER naturally comes next… Some summers are mild and some are extreme. This one was a drought, hot as hell and felt like it would last forever. Thankfully, they don’t and the next one comes along. But, I had to endure this one….ALONE. This stormy season brought divorce, empty nest, menopause, Shall I go on….it was one of those hurricanes. Devastation, heartache, physical pain, financial crisis, You get my drift…it was bad. The worse time of my life. I just wanted it to end.Read more
Then AUTUMN finally came and it brought some relief…
October 13, 2012
Then AUTUMN finally came and it brought some relief… Just enough to let me see the real damage going on. I had to access what was left…literally… I had to pick up the pieces and figure out… How I was going to be able to find the strength to move on. I even tattooed “Stay Strong” on my right forearm… As a constant mantra to focus on…ME. It helped me hold on…it was my anchor of HOPE. I realized that I had lost myself in the storm of life. I felt like my identity had flown away in the strong winds. I did not know who I was, what I liked, what I wanted.Read more
So, when Mr. WINTER came along…
April 11, 2017
So, when Mr. WINTER came along… He brought in some fun, light, snow flurries. I hibernated inside, reflected, discovered who I was again. I cleared out most physical items from my past. I made room for the NEW ME and space for NEW MEMORIES. I learned how important it is to take care of myself FIRST… To treat myself with compassion, kindness, grace and love. I learned how to properly feed my body healing foods… And to accept my body and allow it to be the size it is. I quit trying to control so much and just accept what IS… Let it BE and BE ME…Read more
Free to be me…this SPRING season started with a year of BLOOM.
October 13, 2017
FREE to BE ME…this SPRING season started with a year of BLOOM. I picked that word last year as I chose to explore, discover and learn About my NEW life in my 50’s. I have settled down and nestled… In the Hill Country on Texas amongst hills, nature, flowers, birds, Butterflies and beautiful creatures surrounding me daily. I envisioned my later years looking just like this. Our thoughts do create our reality…I realize that more and More in my wiser days. I am grateful for the internet to Be able to connect with everyone all around the world. Now…Read more